shadow of a dreamLove is just a dreamsomething so far awaybut i'd rather have someone by my side instead of being lonely everydayi'm used to playing and pushing people asidebut deep down inside I have things I hideI let people think that they see the real mebut they usually see some one who I truly want to beI need to break out of this shell of mineand let people inbut I keep them away and to keep my self safeI hurt them and sinmy body is a temple, that is a lieso many times I tried to let myself dietoo afraid to drown, I soak in the painI'm sick I know but that is what keeps me saneso scared of the voices speaking in my head